work is work, it has to be done. hopefully its work you are excited about, and if not its a step away from the work you are excited about. there is no such thing as muddling through. to live is not to muddle, at least not for me.
“So take heed, take heed of the western wind
Take heed of the stormy weather
And yes, there’s something you can send back to me
Spanish boots of Spanish leather.”
probably one of the best songs to listen to on a stormy night
starting new things makes me think of other things I have started and never finished. I think I like leaving things unfinished, it leaves more room for the pieces to fall